what an 'eventful' week.
so many stuff happened.
was really unhappy on thursday
but felt better after class because the sensei said. look forward.
its something that we forget to do many times. that is to look forward.
we keep looking back because of regrets. but we forgot that what we are doing now will become something that when we look back we hope we will not regret.
to look forward is to keep you going. its when u keep looking back and becomes stationary that your road ends.

found this on the web. couldnt agree more

"理性做事，感性做人，谈何容易。最大的疑惑，就是不知道什么时候该做人，什么时候该做事。过于理性地做人，冰冷而刺骨，没有人靠近，自然也没有伤害。过于感性地做事，浪漫泡沫终究会破灭，不切实际的天长地久，带来的只是片片回忆。伤口会愈合、结疤、褪去，新的肌肤会重生。当看不到伤痕存在的时候，会轻易地忘却曾经的疼痛和煎熬。可当回忆起那受伤的往事，忧伤和失落却会在心头激起一份感触。表面的伤口容易忘却，而往事往往却会深藏."
http://www.blog286.com/tea/20070802/0P26342007.html

this is a crazy world. i so want to be a oceanographer.

jh: they suggest to eat kangaroo meat cause they produce lesser methane than cattle and therefore more environmentally friendly.
ey: i suggest that we start eating each other. cause there is no shortage of supply and the earth will enjoy all the enviromental friendliness it can get with humans gone.
jh: thanks huh.

i dont know whats wrong with my blogger. cause it has got this error and that error.
anyway, its been a very boring few days. the only time i am entertained is when i watch legend of the condor heros 2008 on tv. maybe cause i have got a lack of goals. so i am just slacking and slacking is boring when you are free. slacking is bliss when you are a busy bee.

what about my new task then you say? well, the thing is.. it's just sucky. i know the task wont work at all. but i have to do it. with all due respect to the brain behind the task.. i foresee with my low life brain that this will not work.

i want to switch career.

oh and by the way, i wont be watching the olympics ping pong finals cause i dun want to jinxed it. the last time i watched we got ousted in semi finals. so i am not going to jinxed it for the nation. at the time tomorrow i will go sit on the toilet till the game is over. and come out to cheer later.

just signed my contract and went for body check up.
i am sold again....for one year.