the little ironies

well..... i shouldnt be doing this now...
the illegal activity i am engaging in is called...blogging..
illegal because...i am not paid to blog u see.. haha
and this blof is called the workjournal.

i see little ironies everywhere today. eg. i prefer it cold but i live on the equator. stuff like that.

and i just found out that there is a junior (not my junior but junior at the club.. for the record i do not consider myself a senior at all because i know where i stand) who had the cheek to complain how she hated what she is doing at a INTERNATIONAL forum and at the same time mislead people...well some ppl were misled. yes, i admit that i felt the things she felt before and it is valid to raise it up for discussion she's also an adult..almost 30 and should act like one.. and no expect ppl to baby her. thats the whole problem...she takes up a martial art activity which practitioners are often engaged in 'fights' and sign herself up for interstate competition and expect to be babied.......and blames the instructors but herself for her incompetency in the art.

i had this very strong intention to tell her to just quit... i know this isnt politically correct and nice...but she isnt nice either screaming at the sensei like that

quarterlife crisis

i first heard of this term in a long distance call to my friend.
i was having my physiology exam and i really could not take it.
and she said something along the line of i am having quarter life crisis.
now i am back the crisis is not over its just the beginning. haha.
how do i feel? i feel unaccomplished, sad, fat as usual. want to withdraw from social life because some conversations just bothers me but i still need to talk to ppl to let off steam. finicially burdened (study loan), and have the feeling that i cant climb out of debts. it gets worse on days that i dun exercise (i feel even more unaccomplished) not having enough money for the future, generally just want to scream.

how to deal with it?
someone tell me. meanwhile i'll sleep early and hit the tracks tml. hope it'll make me feel betterr.