Thursday, October 22, 2009

最近的我

最近的我。

好忙好忙,会越来越忙。

但,目前为止,我忙不出个所以然。
今天最夸张。 第一个上班,然后最后一个下班。
我怀疑,自己的效率有那么差吗?我真的没拖拉该做的事情。。。
是攻完一个城池再攻下一个式的做法,把事情办完。
明天是不是要5点上班?!?

不想马虎,想把工作做得仔细点。。。好累。
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最近我也听陈弈迅的新专辑。《上五樓的快活》,

主打:《给你》


这首有够 K。


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最近,努力隔离的回忆来到现在和我打招呼。。。
我想现在,不需要用力地去避开了。
因为放弃暴走,就是自由的筹码。
自在,就是自由了。这句话的智慧逼着我学习真正的自由。
真正的自由就是要在挫败与束缚里,悠然自得。

Saturday, October 3, 2009

突然。阴天。雨天。

对, 突然想写些什么。
因为,今天是阴天。

就快要下雨 的天气
潮湿空气,地面发霉的味道。(是雨的味道吧,是臭但我从来没被恶过)
我喜欢 阴天 也喜欢雨天

阴天让我觉得,世界并没有那么沉重。
因为世界只想避雨。

阴天让我想起小时候,特别是上下午班的时候,因为没有降旗礼。
可以赶快回家。
那个时候,世界没有丝毫的沉重。

阴天让我有期待,期待雨天的时候。
阴天,像铺陈很久的剧情,慢慢推陈。然后非常干脆地把云卸下。潇洒。

当然也有只阴天不下雨的时候。但无所谓 ,雨,还是会下的。

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

所谓深情

今天,有一种体会。

深情=苯

我不懂,大家是不是戏看得太多了。入戏太深。
好做作。对不起,我没有共鸣。

我觉得,越平淡,越生活化,越能够表现所谓深情。
我渴的时候,不用我说倒杯水给我。我会感激。

非要,相见时难别亦难,蜡炬成灰泪始干?
不用吧。

我不用你说爱我。
但当你不爱的时候,请说。这样,就真的够了。

深情滥情傻傻分不清楚。(我是说我)

平淡一点吧,别那么激情,你受不了的。迟早的问题。

或许,我只是在追寻一中纯粹。爱,就爱。不用演那么多。
这个剪影,名字叫做纯粹欣赏。
有个人,让我认识他们。
纯粹欣赏后,我认识了更多纯粹欣赏的人。
如,村上春树,dreamtheatre,约翰蓝农,张曼娟,张雨生,陈绮贞,赖声川。
还有更多。以后一定有更多。
第一个纯粹喜欢的人,替我播了的种子,让我认识许许多多我纯粹欣赏的人。
我会将生命里的所有喜怒哀乐化成养分,让生命的树好好成长。纯粹地让它好好长成。


Monday, September 21, 2009

byebye.

怎么走的彻底,那么难?
在眷恋吗?有什么好留恋的?
好像都没有。好像也没什么好可惜的。

所以,因该只是习性作祟。因为太习惯了。因为太相信这回事。
两个星期,就两个星期。彻底洗底。

没有眷恋,没有遗憾,没有不舍,就这样。

或许,现在只需要接受不是暴走。事情好像还蛮顺的。我也不问为什么了。

不重要了。;)

Monday, September 7, 2009

9月7日,阴天,午后。

用今天,审视过去。

二十几年的履历。从开始就为了比赛(各式各样的,并包括考试)

到了今天,我好像还在为那份平庸得分的考卷,留校自习。

在别人眼里的蠢小孩,现在变成了别人和自己眼里的苯蛋。

早就习惯了,没有任何奖牌会为了平凡,为了别人看不见的汗泪而设。

别傻了,我怎会不懂善意的笑容,眼神,话语 想要表达的不忍心。

我都懂,这是个毫无耐心又要求世人有耐心的地方。

做得好与否,跟评议客观主观与否的关系与问题,我没有答案。

我没有足够的智慧给自己答案。

我惟有不停的审视过去,留校自习。要求自己更努力。

对于自己的无能,不想给自己理由,好多时候又手足无措。

不是无病呻吟,只是想找回掉进烧烤炉的心。

你的心呢?暴走了吗?还是找到了?

Sunday, August 30, 2009

演唱会





一场演唱会,展现了万分光芒。无论台前幕后,台上台下,每个人都是主角。


手牵手,我的朋友:)
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顺便发花痴一下:
认真玩音乐的男生,好帅。
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他看见站在椅子上的胖子。

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其实阿信咧嘴笑,很可爱。


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sianz. i want to continue the post from yesterday but my com just c!#k up so i cant post in chinese. so bear with my broken english.
The concert kicked off with a mini 'movie'. This movie is divided into different segments and were shown during periods when the band moved to change clothes or have a break.

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the movie could be summarised this way, that the guys from the band are sick with their lives which repeats itself day after day. they want a world where there is a possibility that everything could be different/better. Therefore they stole Frida's, Ghandi's, John Lennon's DNA (cos, as we all know Beatles is Mayday's fav band and DNA is the name of this concert, in which the main idea is to 'change DNA and create a better world') and cloned these people who stood for world peace and generally good things.
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There was also a giantic cell which stood at the center of the stage where graphics were played on. The lighting (by the Japs, forgot their names, not to sterotype but you can kind of equate quality for made /by jap stuff...like my muji bag hahahaha) for this concert made many of the photos taken stood out as shown above.
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The crowd went wild as the band sang 'motor rock' with guanyu 'crashing the taxi into the stage when he drove the band off after stealing DNA in the movie and the screen which the movie was projected on came down to reveal the stage.
It was more than 3 hours of sing-along and jumping up n down and on the seats with our light sticks thereafter. Even during the slower ballads, everyone was just having fun singing-along and dancing. Its my first time being in a concert where everyone in the stadium stood up for the entire length of the concert (except the filler parts, everyone sat to recover from excessive clowning around with the band) i have to say that it was great to feel involved in a concert as compared to just going to a performance watching it, be awed and go home.

at one instance, ashin had to ask everyone to go back to their own seats because everyone went to the platform where stone and him walked to. but he only did that so that 50 audiences could find under their own seats tickets to take photos with them after the concert...BACKSTAGE.
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and boy, singaporeans can sing hokkien songs quite well! the band sang 'peter and mary' in a i dunno 'plug in?!?' new version. 'hosee' and 'call me no.1' which were damn high. and also 'gong lang','rubbish truck' and 'chu tou tian' and everyone knew the lyrics!

i really liked was the medley of 'crazy world', 'migratory birds', 'john lennon','an apple'.

Of cos, 'aiqing wan sui''god of gamblers','terminating loneliness','sunwukong','zhizu','renshenghaihai','wen ruo','yongbao','jue jiang'.'tian shi','you're not truly happy','ru yan','shengchun yishang shenghuo yixia','interview with the vampire','spring scream' were sang
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at one point after individual speeches (guang yu was the last guy to give his), ashin went to play the drumset with guanyu singing as the lead vocalist. and he was teased later on by ashin who asked the audience, if guanyu were to have his personal concert would anyone come and he shook his head and said do not watch it when the audience replied yes to his question.

and ashin made everyone in the audience hold hands (and repeat his, 'would u lend $$ to ur friend whose hands you're holding now in the time of need/ would u borrow $$ from the friend who is holding ur hands now when you need it/would you support ur friend if he decided to have a personal concert, which drew laughter) and sang 'xiao wang ge' which if i remember correctly modulated to 'rubbish truck'.
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The band including the backup vocalist, keyboard player were given time to perform solo. i was quite impressed with the keyboard player known to me as Mr Chou who played flight of the bumble bee in his segment and of course in accompanying some of the ballads and making sound effects throughout the concert .

and i found that i really like the bass sounds (due to playing tuba for a few years...many years ago i assume.....zzzz) so natually i liked masa's segment. stone n monster had the spotlight on them individually with monster showing off the speed at which his fingers could move to change chords. and guanyou played what i thought was a sophisticated arrangement on the drumset.
masa had an add-on solo segment in which he played acostic guitar...sighed a little (cos he had to sing) and sung 'mingbai', one of my favs.
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lian-ai-ing. yup, they played the game again. i think it'll become a mayday tradition. and before they lead the audience in making the letters, ashin 'cried' and jokingly said that the fans have all 'changed heart' to become fans of other taiwanese boy bands/groups..and 'even went to sodagreen's concert' therefore he's just going to just 'anyhow' sing a jazz version of the song and to 'punish' the audience, he refused to sing the last word of the song and left the stage.......

jokes. the audience asked stone to take off his top and he did it......... half way XD.....and when the audience kept asking the band to dance because they danced in the mv for DNA. (check out youtube, its not the official mv, its the concert mv), ashin said quit asking me to dance, you are the ones (pointing to some audience) who went to support fahrenheit. lol

the last bit of the game was finished and eventually, ashin asked about the time and sung 'aiqing de moyang' and 'chutoutian' to wrap up the concert.
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i had loads of fun. didnt want it to end. actually i have mixed up concert sequence n repertoire due to my fuzzy brain. but point is, i enjoyed myself and i believe so did everyone else.
you can see how serious these people are with their work when you saw what was showcased at the concert. this was one of the best concerts i've been to. :)



























































































why cant i post photos? sianz