好不好

my impression of hokkien and min nan songs were that they are very ge tai and that are very sad and serious..maybe because most of the melodies were adapted from the japanese enka-s (plural is with s or es?!?!)

until i came across mayday's brand of min nan songs...the first one was rubbish truck, which celebrates friendship (in my opinion does better than 'peng you' by wakin chow although this is the standard Mandarin graduation from my generation..now i feel damn old)

and there was 'gong lang' which celebrates you being you.(ya, ok we are all losers sometimes and need encouragement, whats easier than to just pluck in ur ear phones for a booster shot of self cheering haha.. ;))

then when i suffered from mayday withdrawal symptoms after their concert and dug around their old tracks, i found this song. ho-mm-ho or hao bu hao in Mandarin.

its kinda lovesick if you look at it from one perspective.

to summarised, its just simply asking 'can i love you?'
the melody is also very simple. but it gets stuck. especially the part 'ho-mm-ho'. i'm always tempted to say 'ho' and add 'ok sure no problem.' haha.

i guess i like it although i cant get 40% of the lyrics through listening only because it conveys a very simple concept: 純粹. (everything in its simplest form)

shouldnt love be no more complicated than just giving..i guess so.

hope tt you enjoy this song as much as i do.

running away

sucks, i cant type in chinese text.

yup,

i ran away

i ran away not out of fear
i ran away not for the sake of freedom
i ran away not because i did not want to persevere

i ran away because i just had to do it.
i ran away because i know we'll not be missed mutually
i ran away because you ran away too.

we both ran away, we just didnt ran the same way.

哈批努也 ;)

说谎

说谎 要看是哪一种谎

可能是 经过包装的所谓真相
或许是 颠倒黑白的辩驳
谎的角色理由姿态 千百种

有时候 我想 真相到底是什么 到底有没有真相。
好像没有。 我认为 没有什么是有真假之分的

事情的原貌就是这样 是看到的人为它下定义。。

‘这是真的，一定是真的。 他真的爱我‘ 这样下定义直到 天荒地老。
天都老了，你也老了。骗谁呢？幸运的话，大家互骗一辈子。

为所有的人事物 下定义。
如果别人无法满足你的期待，无法实现他对你的意义， 他就是在欺骗你。
多霸道的想法。也挺人性化。
但 你有没有想过 他本来就是这样。 是你自己乱下定义。

如果有人要离开 别把这当成一中事感情的欺骗。 让他/她/它 走吧。
或许 有一天 他 会回来也许不会再见面。又有怎样。
有一天 每个人都要独自离开。
提早道别 至少他是活得好好地离开你的视线。

其实

其实，我为什么要跟你有争执？

口头冲突，我为需要目睹这些的人不值。
因为，你和我凭什么？

太无聊，也太难堪。

一个毫无内容的争辩。两个互看不爽又自我中心膨胀的人。

真的很难看。

从此，我不会再挖个坑让自己失礼，失望。所以我也失声于这里。

i'm getting over myself.

once had a kendo dream too.

最近的我

最近的我。

好忙好忙，会越来越忙。

但，目前为止，我忙不出个所以然。
今天最夸张。 第一个上班，然后最后一个下班。
我怀疑，自己的效率有那么差吗？我真的没拖拉该做的事情。。。
是攻完一个城池再攻下一个式的做法，把事情办完。
明天是不是要5点上班？！？

不想马虎，想把工作做得仔细点。。。好累。
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最近我也听陈弈迅的新专辑。《上五樓的快活》，

主打：《给你》


这首有够 K。

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最近，努力隔离的回忆来到现在和我打招呼。。。

我想现在，不需要用力地去避开了。

因为放弃暴走，就是自由的筹码。

自在，就是自由了。这句话的智慧逼着我学习真正的自由。

真正的自由就是要在挫败与束缚里，悠然自得。