bothered

i am really disturbed by this.
i know i shouldnt bother.
cos things are already as complicated as it is.
i know i thought of this before....i want to leave.

if you are thinking that i am talking about my job again. no i'm not.

sometimes i dont know whats real anymore.
you are not real to me any more than i am to you. true?
trust is only as sturdy as it is broken.
thats what i thought.
but thats just my perception.