in fact i have tonnes of stuff to do.
someone actually told me.. u work so much on this you should let it show.
let it show. the justification of me being here is this.
i knocked off at 12am yesterday. so i got to let it show?
show that i am really tired. physically, mentally tired. i know you dont want to know.
my threshold is just this. so insignificant as compared to the rest of the world.
Is this why i feel that i am just constantly fighting.
fighting to justify why i deserve a place at where i am at any age.
i am really tired. sometimes i can understand why people pull the trigger. but i also know enough that its not worth it.
this world has never been worthy enough for anyone to pull the trigger.never.
why am i writing and not doing the tonnes of stuff i have to do?
the stop whining and just do it theory? well when endurance is stretched up to a limit, better to loosen up a little...its not 'just do it' , its how to keep doing it that matters.
Regards to everyone out there whos been feeling lethargic
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